Abrupt posts are the way to go.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @12:02 AM
zong's life has been quiet ... for once. she supposed it is about damn time as well. she loves the perfect plan of waking up in mornings just lying in bed for a few seconds instead of groggily entering the bathroom to brush her teeth. she enjoys sitting back and watching the shows she wishes to see for the day, occasionally, she finds her old friends to catch up with and reprimands them for not keeping in contact even though she understands their busy schedule. she enjoys wondering what to eat for lunch and dinner and staying up way past midnight to catch her favourite shows and to not worry about the annoying alarm clock that rings at 7.30am in the morning. she also enjoys reading fiction in her spare time- for one who reads broadened their knowledge- and often finds herself googling/entering thefreedictionary.com to look up on words that she is not familiar with.
she loves the fact that her minds is less filled with worry now and she doesn't take everything to heart as she used to. she's proud that's she's grown and enjoys the relaxing time she has. she finds her temper is not as loose as before and her only constant struggle is her musical side whereby she remains insecure that she will not be able to
'feel'. she laughs at jokes others may not get but she enjoys the sound of laughter from anywhere at all. she yearns to be funny like others she had met and tries her best to cheer people up.
however, now that the creases on her forehead has lessened, she finds herself lightening up and enjoying the social contact more. she finds her peace in solitary as well for she enjoys things plain and simple as it brings.
in conclusion, zong enjoys being a pig.
for she is great at doing it.
the reason why zong decides to write as a third person today because- well just because she can. she enjoys control as much as the next person but sometimes she enjoys life as the way it is.
heart for we not seek the truth, for the truth belies in front of us.